Fathomless pit of Love

My lover had died, he's gone from me,
My lover has died yet he still walks free,
My lover has died and life is pain,
My lover has died yet his life remains.

How does love that runs so deep,
lose affection so we can not sleep,
How does love that consumes our soul,
get lost and die in one not all.

My souls has broken, in bit's it lies,
My souls is shattered, crippled, crushed, fragmentalised.
How will it ever repair, be shiny and whole,
when will the tears give way to joy in my soul.

The pain of death is the same world over,
but death comes in a legion of ways,
multitude death, the heart feels the same.

Oh when can I stop pretending, when will this end,
when will I believe what I tell myself, others what they want to hear.
When will the lies stop hurting, when will I be free,
when the world becomes still of me, or will you let it be.

To be so happy with a heart that sings, soul that dances,
feeling loved, free, wanted, needed.
This death tells my brain your useless, unlovable, with a joyless soul.
You are too ugly for love, no more happy soul, no dancing, laughing or singing for you.
Your defective, inadequate, found wanting, a failure of all.

To my God I cry, my creator, my saviour, he that I trust,
help me heal, put me back together, strong and true, whole and real.
Heal the deep cavern, fill the emptiness, let it be real,
Fill me with joy, to be happy and light,
bring me love, real, deep, whole and true.

Give me a lover that will fill me with trust,
bring me peace, make me feel beautiful.
Give me a lover who'll wipe away my tears, replace them with smiles,
bring a shine to my eyes, spring in my soul.

A love that lasts, goes deep, remains,
A fathomless pit of love

Jesus said

When home was violent and abusive

The enemy thought he had me, but 

Jesus said "you are mine"

When finances were nil and nowhere to go

The enemy thought he had me but 

Jesus said "you are mine"

When church abandoned my family and me  

The enemy thought he had me but 

Jesus said "you are mine "

When death came to visit in reality

The enemy thought he had me but 

Jesus said you are mine 

When dark thoughts took over where no hope was seen

The enemy thought he had me but 

Jesus said you are mine 

When Jesus is quiet Angels are preparing the way, because 

When the enemy thought he had me 

Jesus said you are mine 

When the heart wants what the heart wants, Jesus says, You are mine 

They

They

They met on line, it is after all modern times, who gets to go out these days, not them.

They travelled from different parts of the world, felt they had a special connection, they definitely both had baggage.

She was nervous but excited to finally be meeting him, the man who gave her hope. 

He was nervous and scared, what if there was no attraction, then what do they do

She had made an arrangement with her friend to ring her and book a flight home if he was weird or if there was no attraction between them

These modern days of swiping right were concerning but it was normal now everyone did it.

 

He me her at the airport, was happy, excited and couldn't wait to get her back to the hotel, she loved his face, wanted to stroke it but she spent the journey stroking his hand.

They went straight to their room, hunger forgotten they hugged, kissed and fell on the bed.

They had spent months telling each other what they wanted to do to the other so now it was time to see, were they as compatible as it seemed?

Kissing him was different, but oh so good, exploring his mouth, his tongue, his lips. He fondled her breasts, to his delight they were soft but firm, nipples large in his mouth, he couldn't wait, he had to explore lower. She was open to him, his tongue exploring her most intimate of places, she moaned in pleasure, was happy to at last have him there. he teased her clitoris, sucked on it with a passion while inserting his fingers, fucking her with them, bringing her to a wonderful explosion, a feeling of such pleasure and warmth engulfed her body. She wanted to taste him to feel his cock in her mouth, it was a lovely cock, smooth red helmet made for sucking, stiff shaft, soft hair. She took the tip of his cock and licked it, savoring the taste, the feel of it. Sucking it gently she licked around his rim along his shaft then taking it all in her mouth she sucked hard and fast. He loved it, the sensation was driving him nuts and as much as he wanted to come in her mouth, he also was desperate to fuck her.

He Turned her on her back, he wanted to kiss and look in her eyes while he entered her.

when he entered her she felt a rush of love for this man, the pleasure was palpable and he saw it in her eyes. Fucking him was such a turn on, his cock filled her and gave her such pleasure, she came, and came and came. He took her and bent her over the bed her stockings and suspenders driving him on, this was what he dreamt about, he was so horny he rammed his cock into her now very wet pussy and she moaned loudly even to her own ears. the pleasure was all engulfing as he drove in deep inside her, his balls slapping against her cllit, she was coming again, the animal was out of its cage at long last.

He fondled her breasts as he rammed into her, he loved this position and could barely tear himself away but eventually after her many orgasms he lay on the bed so she could take him in her mouth.

She teased him licking him, poking her tongue into him, licking and poking it then sucking the tip while rubbing his cock and fondling his balls. She took him into her mouth and sucked hard, soft then hard till he came into her mouth. She sucked every last drop from him savoring his taste. She love the way he tasted and was secretly pleased it was so good.

Love with your Soul

There are two kinds of Sex. One is with Love, one without

Sex without love is desolate like being lost in the desert with the sun shining, hot but leaves you lost, empty, lonely questioning what it's all about

The difference between having sex with love or without love is life changing 

Sex without love is soulless, empty, indifferent, it has been just a search for pleasure.

Sex with love feeds, encompasses, feels beautiful, calming, relaxing and grows the hearts of lovers

Sex is not just pleasure, it is an exchange of each one's personality as well as body and definitely our souls and with it our emotions.

After a sex we are  vulnerable, opened, feelings are released and if it is not with love it can release doubts, fear and feelings of unworthiness.

There are people who often have sex, they may sleep together but they feel alone  and lonely.

Sex is now an irregular habit.

Sex can bring joy, love, feelings of completeness, wholeness 

On the flip side it can bring feelings of loss, grief, like being lost in the desert at night with no warmth or comfort 

Learning about our partner, knowing them, caressing them by touch, a hug or with our eyes

kissing them, lovely butterfly kisses, sexual kisses or deep soul kisses. Knowing without words.

Falling in love comes in many ways

First physical attraction which is different for all, smell pheromones, both of these are in our DNA, talking deeply, opening  up about ourselves, being vulnerable, trust, deep eye contact, touch, fun and that soul connection which is the most important part of falling in love 

Love sex is beautiful, deep, a meeting of souls.

It is a gift of God, divine when filled with love, lived through the body, connected through our souls, which is why we make love when in love or just have sex where no love is found 

Every look, touch, hug, kiss, gaze lovers create

They feel, they live a sexuality that touches the soul of both.

Lovers who love can heal wounds from our past, open our souls to a new life full of hope.

Make love with your soul