People wonder why
Why do I leave, why do I fight
Why do I still love, trust, want
I still have my back, who else does
Why, why, why
Always rejected, never accepted
Who else will protect me, save me, raise me
How much hurt, how much pain,
How much of your abandonment can I take
Its how I was raised, no father and not much of a mother
no I love you, no cuddles, no safety
Too much rejection, so many lies
A lack of security and every good thing, oh how it alludes me
The music in my head, the words in my mouth stirs my soul
Is this Jesus, my one true protector, the one who loves
Bringing the next level of pain, heartbreak to the surface to heal
To mend my heart, heal my soul
even today a stranger tells me you love me, I know this, but do I
I try, I know in my head but my heart, why do I struggle
Trust you I will, trust you I do
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